Today...today the weather make me inspired again as always. Counting the days, there's only less than 1 month left. But still i can move on even a step to get closed to her. But then, i still hoping & pray there's gonna be an ordinary miracle to happen by God. I tell my heart it can't. I tell it to stop being this way. Holding my breath to stop it from beating. But my lips start to quiver and my eyes fill with tears. And I fall to pieces with a sigh.