Sunday 9 October 2011




“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

“Smile when it hurts most.” ;)




Yesterday...yeah, yesterday such a knocking off day for me...till now...im totally just can't help my self by doing that...and now, i decided to stopped all this for awhile even though i don't have much time left...all i can only do now is...just hope & pray...sorry...